I am not sure that I can be especially eloquent today – sorry. I am fine in myself (and warm again having found a coat!) but part of me is just a bit stressed by your sadness today. You really really don’t need to apologise to me today – or in fact ever. The whole point of “us” is that you and I are part of a greater whole and stronger together because of that – so anything you do is just fine with me because I don’t believe that you would do anything without good reason – that is not you. I just want to be able to support and help you more and I anguish because I not very good at that just yet – but I promise that I will try harder and I will do better. But I find it hard at times to not be good enough for you.

I love you so – you enrich my life; your smile, your voice – they just dissolve; you have always shown me such kindness, tenderness and such warmth of heart that I am so very touched by your kindness – your note yesterday brought me to tears and I will always cherish it, I have kept it safe – and plus you make me feel the most extraordinary things with your hands!

So please just be you – tell me what you feel – share with me. Use me to help you – I can’t promise that I can fix everything every time but I will try my utmost and sometimes it is just a good thing to share. In return I promise to share with you – perhaps not my strongest trait, but again I will try – and I will leave it to you to decide how well I am doing.

You and I are “us” – and that is just how it should be…..

I love you, beautiful one.