You are the most wonderful and special person – you overwhelm me with your very being. The feelings are often so intense that I am not quite sure what to do with myself at times. It is so hard when you are not here. And you are so very very beautiful to me that I struggle to let you go.

I did not mean to stop you earlier – I was genuinely trying to make sure that you were not late – but then failed miserably – sorry. Please do not think that I don’t want you – that is the very last thing I would wish.

I love you very much beautiful one.