Been for a walk – talking to you in my head and out loud – at least it is dark and no one can see me. Beautifully still, cold night with sparkly stars – practicing identifying constellations (dull I know, but I can’t help it).

I don’t really know what to say to you sometimes – words don’t really seem enough, and then at times I also don’t get the body language bit right either – truly unintentional. Either way I don’t think that I am communicating very well. I am very very sorry and don’t mean to give the wrong message – I don’t want you to feel unwanted or, even worse, rejected.

I absolutely adore you – you fill my soul with your radiant smile, with the tenderness in your voice and with your delicate beauty. Being close to you is simply indescribably peaceful – I could sit there caressing you for hours and hours. You soothe and calm the noise in my head like no one else ever has. Please believe me when I tell you that you are the most magical person I have ever known.

I love you.