Good morning lovely one – hope you slept better last night – have you eaten properly? (Someone needs to look after you!). Off for a walk at 6.30 – listening about the Poincare conjecture (the characterisation of the 3-sphere, which is the hypersphere that bounds the unit ball in four-dimensional space) – again really interesting (honest it is!).

Far more important (really really truly honestly) is you – I whisper your name to myself, I talk to you – I miss you. I am a bit tearful this morning because I let you down badly yesterday – I know I did – you talked about dignity and self-respect, and I should not have let us get to that point – I am very sorry.

You consume me, you disrupt my thoughts, you explode into everything that I do – I struggle to control my emotions over you. And then you sit there – the most exquisite and beautiful soul I have ever seen and you are kind and gentle to me, and I am completely dissolved. I would do anything you ask, be anything you want. I adore you.

Above all else, and far more important than anything else – I want you to know that you are an extraordinary person, a very beautiful woman and you are truly loved by me.

I love you beautiful one x.