I hope that you are ok – I miss you very much. Had enough of listening to things that I can’t really concentrate on and can only do so much walking without causing trouble.

Trying to think of how to have proper time for “us” – I think that this is important if we are to stay sane – and it is something that I would really like to do. I want to have time just to be “us” without constant distractions, interruptions etc and without us constantly looking over our shoulders. I want to get to know you better in every way so that my love for you can grow ever deeper. If one or more opportunities arise before we travel then that would be great, otherwise every day I look at the app counting down one-by-one!

I like to write to you – I don’t know if it helps you but it does help me. I feel just that little bit closer to you by writing some of what I feel – and that is a good thing (I hope). I would like to tell you so much more about me, just as I want to hear so much more about you. I want us to know and to understand each other. That is what makes “us” the very special thing that it is. It does though need help, time and space to grow – but as it does I will be very blessed to have you in my life and in my heart – and that will be truly lovely.

Please look after yourself for me when I am not there.

I love you beautiful one x.