Hi, slept in the end – walking time soon – hopefully not as cold as yesterday.

Dreamt about you – and how gentle and kind you are to me – it is so very touching and it makes me tearful when I think about it (again nice tears). No one has been quite like this to me before (hence the tears) and now I look back I see so much more of what you did without me even noticing properly at the time – and I feel ashamed about that – I am sorry. Sometimes there are really too many things in head and they crowd out the important things in life – and sometimes I can be a bit Asperger like too which does not help.

It all just reinforces to me what a very special person you are and that you now dominate my thoughts. I do not want to let you go, lovely one.

I love you x.