Wondering what you are doing, how you are? Hoping that you are happy, smiling. Thinking about the things you do and say and the things you like and don’t like – trying to understand you better. I want to be the person who cares for you and who keeps you safe. I want to love you so that you know you are loved and wanted. I want you to see the delight that you bring to me so that you come to see what a wonderful person you are. For all of that I need to understand you better – some of that comes with time, some with the two of us having time and space together to ourselves.

This morning you asked about the things I write – do ask more whenever you want, there is nothing that I would not talk with you about. None of it is segregated in any way – it is all just me and my thoughts and I trust you absolutely to look after me whatever we discuss. In every way, for all of me and all of my thoughts and emotions I don’t think that I can have any boundaries with you. I cannot be the person who loves you and who is so physically close to you and then hide parts of me from you – that would be wrong. The only thing I do worry about is that some parts (only one or two bits) are hard to hear, I think, and if you never wanted to hear those bits I would understand – the rest is just a bit dull really but is just me!

Every time we talk I just dissolve with the affection in your voice for me – you are an enchanting soul.

I love you my beautiful one x.