Thank you for being so kind to me and understanding re the embarrassment thing this morning. I am getting used to things but some of the intense emotions are a bit new to me – I don’t mean to be a pain and certainly I don’t want you to think that I don’t want you in any way. I did say “no boundaries” and am very comfortable with that – I hadn’t quite anticipated the scale of the intensity that I feel some times so just needs a bit of getting used to…

Your voice sounds a little better – good news – but always loving. It constantly reminds me of what a very special person you are. I miss you when you are not here – time with you is so peaceful.

I love you very much my beautiful one x.