Out for a walk – sat here in the dark looking at the stars. You are in my thoughts – always. I am not sat here being melancholic, but I do miss you. But actually I am really very happy, you are such a perfect delight to me. I feel such closeness to you both emotionally and physically and I absolutely adore you.

I am sorry that I am a bit needy at times and then today I was clearly hard work and that should not be the case. But it all stems from being overwhelmed by your love and just feeling a bit unworthy of something that is quite so fantastic and unexpected. I promise I will get better.

I see your love in everything you do for me. I hope that my love for you is apparent to you, I so want you to feel loved and wanted.

Time to start walking again – getting a bit cold – but very happy because of you – a very very beautiful woman in my life.

I love you my beautiful one x.