Waiting for 6.30 – mustn’t go out before then or else I’m in trouble – today’s lesson is about the relativistic theory of quantum gravitational fields and gravitational slingshot theory. Thought I would listen to that although I need to concentrate on this one a bit more because my quantum particle knowledge is a not as good as it used to be.

Working on my homework for you too – trying to squash the demons in my head – I don’t want to lose you for any reason and I need to get my act together for you.

Usual saturday morning melancholy – I miss you so very much.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.