Hi – everything we do is “us”and we do this together. “Us” is paramount – not you or me but most definitely “us”. You did not do anything at all wrong yesterday – that could not be further from the truth. I messed up, not you, and that has cascaded into you thinking that you were in the wrong. Not so. And I am very sorry for my part in this.

We were very close yesterday and it was very beautiful – you are beautiful. But certainly no regrets on my part – just an overwhelming and all-encompassing feeling of deep, all-consuming love for you – wave after wave of it constantly flowing over me, through me, swirling around me and engulfing me. Sometimes the intensity of it is so strong that I do not know what to do with myself but that does not mean that I want it to be any different – just that I need to manage it better.

I absolutely do not want to be without you in my life – you, for me, are definitely perfect.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.