You are the most exceptional woman I have ever known. In every way imaginable.

I know that I talk about “hand grenades” – but actually (and perhaps it does not come across that way) I mean this in a very affectionate way. You have disrupted me in so many ways but all of them for the better – not one single itty bitty negative one. Two days in a row my head has been quiet for a while – the first time in about 30 years. And all because of you, only you, extraordinary you. No persecution, no hounding – all just replaced by wonderful lovely beautiful you.

So you absolutely must not change – the “hand grenades” are part of you – and I am in love with you just as you are – the definitely perfect you.

Today was magical – I am speechless. I am so relieved (I was anxious too, you know) that you don’t have “buyer’s remorse” because I would so love to do all of that again (just need more sugar – and by all, I mean that I also get to do that intense thing for you too again – after all it was delicious….)

I love you beautiful one x.