From the tips of my toes to the top of my head I am so very very sorry. My heart just wants to explode with love for you and that means, for me, that you are just way way way more important than I am. At least in my head. And sometimes, perhaps quite often, that means I am driven to look after you, to love you, to make you feel nice things – and sometimes that drive messes things up a bit.

I genuinely have never felt that our relationship is one-sided – I have always felt that “us” is very loving – and to me you are the absolutely most beautiful woman in the whole world. But I do fully accept that you are right – I would feel really upset if you would not let me love you as I would wish to, and I don’t do that for you (entirely unintentionally) – and I am so very sorry.

In my defence I have never known a woman like you – one that wants to make me feel nice things like you do. There is nothing at all wrong with the way you look at things – how you interpret them. It all makes sense to me when you say how you feel. But it is not how I have been used to interpreting things – it does not fit with my past experience and so I am constantly just making mistakes.

You came into my life somewhat unexpectedly – but in doing so you simply unmasked feelings that had been there for sometime. I did not fall in love with you in the space of a few days just because you told me about your feelings. I was already in love with you and had been so for a while but had just been suppressing it – I had dreamt about you for some time and noticed your bottom too! You may choose not to believe that – I don’t know if you will or you won’t but I promised to tell you the truth. But my love for you has grown and deepened and continues to do so – every day, day by day, hour by hour and minute by minute – and every second that I spend with you just draws me closer and closer to you – and now that we have been so close, I cannot be anything other than yours – anything else would just be wrong.

You overwhelm me – my head, my heart, everything. In doing so you calm the noise in my head, but you explode my heart. My head has been full of noise for years – it persecutes me some times, it hounds me, it taunts me – and yet you quash all of that instantly and absolutely. You bring me such peace. So I am the needy one – I am the one who would not cope without “us”.

You are simply everything now.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Have already sent one text today – which is probably enough – don’t want to get you into trouble. I feel very needy too – I just need to know that you are safe.

I would not do very well at all if you were not in my life.

I love you x.

I hope that you are ok and have a nice evening – I miss you so very much when we are not together. If by any chance you can stay later one day that would be a good thing – but I do understand if not.

I love you x.

Perhaps a bit of a bumpy afternoon – and I am so very sorry about me. I absolutely understand how you feel because I would be the same if the situation were reversed. But please don’t ever think that I would (a) laugh at you, (b) send you away.

I am so often just swept along by such intense emotions for you some times that it doesn’t always go well – but not for intentional reasons – simply overwhelming love. I don’t believe that you are needy – look inside my head too if you think that.

You are so very special to me – I am very sorry.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Every time I see, I don’t want to let you go – I want to keep you here for myself so that we can be “us” (although somewhere other than here would be much nicer). You brighten my day, you enchant me, you are simply lovely.

I love you x.

A short note just to say that you are a very very very very important person to me and I love you so very much. The more time I spend with you – the more I want to spend time with you.

I love you beautiful one x.

Thinking about you – your smile, how happy you make me, how lucky I am, how beautiful you are (thank you!)…..

I love you x.

I miss you – even having seen you so recently. I hope that you have a good day and I am looking forward to some time with you this afternoon. It is so nice to see your beautiful smile in the morning.

I love you x.