I wish we were together now – I did not want to leave you this evening. I wish I could talk with you, hold you, kiss you and fall asleep with you. Just doing a few emails but will keep sending you messages – I need to find a way of showing you how much I love you.

I love you x.

Hello my beautiful one – you simply take my breath away. I can’t even begin to think how I describe how I feel about you. You are extraordinary.

Today, this evening was the most magical time I have ever known. I see and feel your love in everything you do. And then I look at you, I kiss you, I touch you and it is the most loving experience for me – you are absolutely definitely perfect. Please don’t ever be nervous with me – just tell me what you want, I will try to do the same – that way “us” will be ours to define, create, nurture and enjoy.

I never imagined that you would be quite so beautiful. I am just overwhelmed by you and in absolute awe of your beauty.

I love you so very much x.

Hello beautiful one – hope your day is going ok. Just a quick note to say that I think that you are really very lovely and I adore you.

Really looking forward to seeing you later.

I love you x.

Off site now – missing you – hoping you are feeling a bit more settled than this morning. Just want to hold you, keep you safe, and tell you how much I love you.

I am so very happy to have you in my life – “us” is a very special thing.

I love you beautiful one x.

I need you to know how much you mean to me – I don’t believe that I could walk away even if I wanted to (and I very much don’t want to do that!). I am bereft when I can’t see you. I anguish if I can’t talk to you – that’s why I go out and walk. Even now, sat here the urge to come and find you, whisk you away and just hold you in my arms is driving me slightly insane because I know that I can’t do that.

You are extraordinary – I need you.

I love you x.

Hi – everything we do is “us”and we do this together. “Us” is paramount – not you or me but most definitely “us”. You did not do anything at all wrong yesterday – that could not be further from the truth. I messed up, not you, and that has cascaded into you thinking that you were in the wrong. Not so. And I am very sorry for my part in this.

We were very close yesterday and it was very beautiful – you are beautiful. But certainly no regrets on my part – just an overwhelming and all-encompassing feeling of deep, all-consuming love for you – wave after wave of it constantly flowing over me, through me, swirling around me and engulfing me. Sometimes the intensity of it is so strong that I do not know what to do with myself but that does not mean that I want it to be any different – just that I need to manage it better.

I absolutely do not want to be without you in my life – you, for me, are definitely perfect.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Good morning my beautiful one – I hope that you are feeling a bit better again today. Spent much of the night thinking about you – slept a bit but even then you are in my dreams. See you soon.

I love you x.

A bit of sleep – but it is very hard to stay asleep with you walking around inside my head! I am not complaining in any way – you are simply delightful and actually lying here thinking of you is far more peaceful and enchanting than being asleep.

I love you x.