Good morning – I hope that you are feeling a little better this morning. So looking forward to seeing you soon – I feel so much brighter this morning and all because of you – knowing that I will see you eases the ache that I feel.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello lovely one – not sleeping – lying here, thinking of you. I want you to be the person next to me – falling asleep with you in my arms would be just magical. One day…

I love you x.

Sat here – from time to time closing my eyes, seeing your beautiful eyes and your smile; always hearing your “hello”; dreaming of your tender kiss. And my heart just wants to burst with the intense and deep love that I feel for you.

I love you x.

Hello my darling beautiful one. When I am with you everything is perfect – just you and I without any interference from the outside world – completely captivating. But of course life and the rest of the world keeps butting in and interfering – and I suppose that we just have to be patient whilst we work through things and circumstances. But none of that detracts from the magical moments spent together. Nothing could – and every day, day-by-day as you and I spend more time together, I feel closer and closer to you. And that is how I would like it to be with my love for you deepening with every day, with every moment spent with you, with every thought about you.

And even when we are apart like today, I am constantly thinking of you. I talk to you – you make me smile, you make me feel settled in my head about so many things – and your smile just dissolves me. And all of these too just serve to make me feel closer to you with each passing minute.

The emotions that you provoke in me are profound and frequently very intense. I am very pleased that this is so – I want to feel intense things about you because you are an extraordinary soul and it is only right that the person who loves you does so intensely. But sometimes I struggle to marshall that intensity and on occasions it all comes out a bit wrong. But this is not because I do not want you or that I am holding anything back from you. Rather you are so important to me, you are so very special, you are such a delight soothing the noise in my head – I see all of those things that you are to me. And I so want to be that same person for you – provoking those very same thoughts and feelings, provoking that intensity of emotion – and I am just a bit uncertain about my ability to do that for you. I so so so want to be that person for you and I will do everything that I possibly can to be that person because, to me, you are the most enchanting and beautiful woman that I have ever known.

I love you beautiful one x.

Puzzle for you – you bump into a friend who has two children with her. One child is a boy – is the other child more likely to be a boy or a girl?

Answer in the morning!

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – wondering how you are feeling – I hope that you are a bit better. Thinking about the time we have spent together and how lovely it always is – albeit never as long as we would like and it would be very welcome sometime to be elsewhere other than at work.

Wanting to sit with you and learn about you, to understand you better – that will help me to look after you properly and to treat you like the very special person you are. (I looked up about your champagne cocktail – so now I know what it is!).

I love you very much x.

Been out for a bit – doing some jobs for everyone else which is fine. Gives me space to sit and think about you and to talk with you in my head. And that is very peaceful.

More counting down until tomorrow. Being able to hold you and kiss you and tell you how much I love you will be so very wonderful.

I love you my beautiful one x.

I am very pleased that you want me – I then want you to see in me how much I want you. I want you to know that I am here to care for you and love you – and that in you letting me do so you make me so very very happy. Spending time with you is a magical experience – looking into your eyes and seeing you smile just captivates me and draws me ever closer to you – and it is truly very loving and beautiful.

I love you x.