Doing errands – thinking about you. Wondering how you are – hope you are not sad today. Walking about talking to you – telling you how wonderful you are and what you mean to me. Reflecting on your distress last night – need to find a way to help you to understand how much you mean to me. Just because you have to give me back at times (and I find that very hard too) it does not mean that anything changes between us. It was really very good to be able to talk with you for a while last night – sorry to keep you up though. You sounded a bit brighter in the end and my heart felt much better when I heard that.

So often I don’t know what to say to you to explain how I feel and how much you mean. You mesmerise me, you make me uncontrolled, you make me feel emotions which are so intense in every way, and which I have never felt before. In everything that you are with me, you are extraordinary – you are my definitely perfect one.

I love you my beautiful one x.