I have gone for a walk for 15 mins for some peace and quiet – don’t care if I am in trouble – I need time with you in my head my beautiful one.

Things will be fine here later so don’t worry about me – but I just must have some time for you. So will sit down in a few mins and talk to you for a while and that mesmerising and serene peace that you always bring me will consume me – and that will be very good indeed.

I love you my beautiful one x.