Rowing time – need some space on my own with just you in my head. In trouble again for being preoccupied but can’t help it – and don’t care anyway. Plus now that I am rowing no one will care.

Thinking of your smile as always – wondering if you are ok. Thinking about just sitting with you talking and holding you close – just us without the rest of the world. Thinking about how you are the most wonderful woman I have ever known. Thinking about being close, reckless even….

That ache is there in my middle churning away at my insides telling me “you love this beautiful soul”. And I do, so very much indeed.

I love you x.