I am very sorry about the number of kisses in the text messages. I will never send 3 again – I am so sorry. But in my defence please understand that there is no comparison here, you are not the same in any way – not even close. One is an automatic reflex – the other is a deeply felt love for someone who shows me the same each and every day. One is there simply to stop me being told off – for someone who is invisible, it is surprising how often I apparently mess things up; but the other is a reflection of the most intense feeling of love that I have ever known. But never 3 again – I promise and I so very sorry for being quite so thoughtless.

You mesmerise me – I love you my darling beautiful one x.