In between things at the minute and if you were here I would have called so this is the next best thing. I love you so very much – you are very very good for me – far more than you know and understand. I feel very lucky indeed to have found you and to have you in my life.

I love you x.

Hi – in between things here at work. Missing you, looking at your name on my screen as your emails appear – anything to help me feel just that little bit closer to you.

Have been talking to you sat here in my office – just about “us”. Thinking about plans for this coming weekend. Listening to the replay of your “hello”s in my head. All reminding me of how delightful you are and how very much you mean to me. And the ache in my middle is just there as always on the weekends….

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – waiting to go to do some work. I hope that you are ok. I miss you so very much. I will keep sending messages – they make me feel better – and hopefully there won’t be any “what is this?” moments!

I love you so very much x.

Going to work shortly – wondering how you are, how you slept – hoping you are ok. Another day gone, another closer to you again, another day closer to our time away.

You are an absolute delight to me – every day as much as I miss you, my love for you grows a little more and all I want is you.

I love you x.

Can’t sleep – all there is is you – I love you beautiful one x.

Hello – lying here thinking of you, missing you. I so wish we were together right now, to fall asleep with you in my arms….

I love you x.

Hello beautiful one – I love you. Three simple words but all of me is totally bound up in them – from the bottom of my heart, all of me. And I miss you – another three words but exactly the same sentiment – all bound up with all of me. You tell me that I am the love of your life – and now, you are mine. In everything I do you are there, and for me there is nothing else – just you.

Imperfectly expressed, perhaps even ineptly so, but from everything that is me, and driven by my most innermost thoughts provoked by the most beautiful soul that I have ever known – I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Next week I really need time alone with you – just to be “us” without anyone looking over shoulders. I really don’t mind what we do at all – whenever we have had time together like that it has been fantastic. That Saturday afternoon – I don’t know what to say – you are so exquisitely beautiful in every way, so delightfully astonishingly feminine – and then you made me so uncontrolled…. The evening we went to dinner – again I am speechless, that evening was heavenly – being free to be with you, no one looking, no one bothering us. And then sat there looking at you across the table – radiating beauty and love – how am I supposed to do anything other than be completely engulfed by all-encompassing love for you. Even now thinking about that evening just overwhelms me. I am sat here with tears in my eyes because you are definitely perfect.

When “us” started I never imagined that it would be this – I never imagined that my love for you would grow and deepen to be as intense as it is now. And yet every day it grows further with no end in sight…. And what I know for sure is that the feelings that “us” have revealed in me are the very best feelings that I have ever known – I did not know that such experiences existed. You are extraordinary and responsible for all of this because it is you that has provoked all of this in me – simply astonishingly extraordinary.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.