I hope that you are ok – I miss you. Repetitive I know but so very true. I am trying not to feel sad but it is hard at times. I have never known anyone like you. The effect you have on me is extraordinary – you disrupt me completely. I am so overwhelmed by you that all I can think about is you – only you, always you, the wonderful you, the beautiful you, and best of all my you. And in the same way I absolutely desperately totally and with everything that is me I want to be your me. I want to belong to you, I need to belong to you.

I need “us” – I am sorry to be needy and perhaps selfish – but all this time spent with you just pulls me ever closer to you. And it fuels my need, my complete and utter addiction for you. Special – extraordinary – just words, they don’t do you justice, but it is the closest that I can get to trying to explain to you what a definitely perfect woman you are.

Thank you for wanting me – I so want you.

I love you with all my heart x.

I have gone for a walk for 15 mins for some peace and quiet – don’t care if I am in trouble – I need time with you in my head my beautiful one.

Things will be fine here later so don’t worry about me – but I just must have some time for you. So will sit down in a few mins and talk to you for a while and that mesmerising and serene peace that you always bring me will consume me – and that will be very good indeed.

I love you my beautiful one x.

I am getting very grumpy – every time I try to sit down for even five minutes so that I can write you a message someone gives me something to do! So I am really sorry that I haven’t sent more.

I am though constantly thinking of you – that ache in my middle is there and it hurts a lot. I want to be able to hold you close to me – safe in my arms and to tell you how special you are to me. I want to hear and feel your breath on my cheek and to smell that wonderful smell that is you as I snuggle into your neck.

I want you to feel loved and wanted by me – all of the time, in everything that we both do whether together or apart.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – I love you very much indeed. Dashing off to do some more things but just need to send you a message so that you know that I am always thinking of you.

I adore you – you are definitely perfect.

I love you x.

Hello beautiful one – I hope that you are ok – not sure where you are…. I miss you so very much.

More jobs today – thinking of you constantly and talking to you as always. Telling you how wonderful you are and how very good for me you are.

I love you so very much lovely one x.

Hello beautiful one – I hope that you had a great day yesterday. I missed you loads….

Walking soon – today’s lesson is about the sulphide based metabolism demonstrated by deep sea bacteria.

One day gone on the weekend – one day to go until I see you again. And that is at least a good thing. You are a true delight to me in every way – that ache constantly reminds me of you.

I love you so very much x.

Finding it very hard to sleep tonight – missed you so very much today and then no chance to talk tomorrow so feeling a bit sad. But your voice is in my head and that soothes me.

I love you x.

hi – sorry – no tears, just supreme happiness combined with profound feelings of missing you. And remember your job is to look after you when I am not there to do just that. So please be safe so that you can come back to me.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.