I am on my own apart from you in my head. As always there you are calming the noise – and when I close my eyes, you are everything, no noise, nothing, but just you, beautiful one. I long for this quiet time with you every day. Of course were you to be here that would be just magical. When we were away, there was no noise – so many memories with the most abiding one being that smile from the dinner on the tuesday as you walked back across the dining room.

You mean everything to me, I love you my beautiful one x.