Hello – thank you for being so kind to me – just reinforces how different you are – and the fact that I want you. I do try here but life has moved on and that is fine – but surely not everything is my fault? I am planning a week of mourning for my jeans!

Sat here alone in the dark – thinking of you – dreaming of your smile and caressing your back. Just you, gentle you, kind you, beautiful you, loving you, the most extraordinary woman I have ever known. I need you and selfishly I am now entirely dependent on you.

I love you my beautiful one x.