Hello – today was wonderful, mesmerising and magical. You are enticing, sexy, beautiful and so very feminine. A little bit of recklessness today was just amazing – I could and would have carried on for hours with you. Never before have I been reckless with anyone else – not like today and not like our time away. But you, you are truly very different – in a way which I struggle to articulate. I desire you, emotionally and physically, unconditionally and absolutely – and being reckless in all of its guises is just the most natural thing to do with you. No second thoughts, no regrets, simply the most natural things that I could ever wish to do.

Thank you for the time this afternoon and the talking – I don’t have anyone to talk to about things in life other than you, I guess that you don’t too. Sometimes it can be difficult but if it helps you to talk to me then please do, always feel free to do so and I will always be happy to listen. I can’t always promise that I will have answers but please do talk to me. Being open and honest between the two of us is important and I know that we are – I know that you will always care for me in whatever choices you make – and I promise to do the same for you.

I wish that it could be me going away on holiday with you but that is not to be for now – but with all my heart I want you (and in fact I need you) to have a good time when you are away. Life is too short not to enjoy it – and in no way are you denigrating me by enjoying yourself when we are apart. So please enjoy yourself and come back and tell me about all of the fun things that you did.

Every day my love for you grows and deepens. I love you my darling beautiful one x.