I have had a bit too much to drink (not that much but a bit quick). I am therefore in a little bit of trouble for not being attentive enough today (I did empty the dishwasher but not spontaneously – I had to be asked apparently).

Then there was the question – we have not had sex for at least 3 years (I cannot remember the last time). But today (of all days with you leaving – definitely too many life events this week), today is when she asks again (for later). So I said “no” and then there was a mini-explosion.

Before you start worrying – I am fine, truly, absolutely – I cannot lie with anyone but you. I belong to you. Off to my room alone – and that is just fine.

I want to make love to you but only you – there is no one else x.