Hello there – watching you still – just crossing from Utah into Nevada. I am going to watch you now onto the ground so that I know that you are safe.

Today has been a really hard day – I don’t know if tomorrow will be any better. I miss you – the pain is at times almost unbearable. I have felt so very sad at times. But then at other times when I sit and think about you and you walk around in my head, and I talk to you and I remember the so many happy times we have shared – how much fun we have had together, I feel completely overjoyed. Intense and complete happiness simply because you are you.

And then I realise that it is 11 nights to go – and that is hard. Very hard. But underneath it all there is real joy – the joy that comes from having you in my life. And while 11 days is hard, it is in the end 11 days, not forever. And what I really want is you, forever and that is a path that we need to find together. I will wait for you – you are everything.

I love you my beautiful one x.