Hello – at work – off to do some things soon as on-call. I am so very worried about you indeed. I feel extremely helpless and wish that we could speak. I can’t pretend to have answers to everything by any means but still I would listen and try and talk through things with you. You are so very far away and I don’t want you to be there all on your own and unsupported.

From here, through these messages – all I can do is to tell you that I love you my darling. You are simply everything to me and I want you more than anything. Please keep yourself safe whilst you are so far away. I want you back here with me.

I love you my beautiful one x.