Another conversation here again about the spare room and choices. Talked about the asymmetric nature of bedtime attire and how that made me feel – that I felt manipulated and controlled – clearly though I am over-reacting (so I’m told). Went round in circles a few times but did in the end agree the principle that each of us is allowed to make their own choice – and so I then stuck with mine, which wasn’t the anticipated response. But no fuss – so I staying where I want to be now, on my own until I can lie with you.

In the end there is only you now and you are everything – I love you my beautiful one x.