Hello – back home now – really nice walk, sat on the stone bench in the field looking at the stars. Lots today. Talking to you – telling you how much I love you.

Remembering the first time we made love and how absolutely magical it was to feel so very very close to you – holding you, kissing you, feeling you around me. Hearing that gentle gasp from you as you gave way to my push. The most loving and beautiful experience I have ever known.

Thinking of the time on the plane passing so quickly, time in the bar just being together, that smile across the dining room that evening – so many amazing memories with the most beautiful woman.

So I miss you more than I can describe – but I also have so many wonderful memories of you – constantly reminding me of how exquisite you really are – my definitely perfect beautiful one.

I love you my darling – come back safe to me x.