On my own – no fuss tonight – listening to your songs in the quiet. Remembering your voice from today – a bit more happiness there especially in the second call. I miss you so, still counting down the hours until monday.

I was really pleased to talk with you about some things today – including my need to start to open up to you (just you) some more. I do not want to see that same look of sadness / disappointment on your face as I have caused in the past when I could try to be more open without causing any harm to me. Also the beginning of some plans for “us” creating our own memories and some early thoughts about conversations re the sunshine. So much to talk about but also so much for us to live for / experience as “us” – and I, for one, am looking forward to all of it with you.

Please look after yourself for me – do what you need to keep yourself safe. My heart yearns for you – I long to hold you – I love you x.