Hello – lying here, listening to your songs. Feeling a bit better with some drugs – but had a temperature of 38.5 earlier, so a bit clammy.

Thinking of you – today has been a really crap day – but the thing that makes it worse is not being able to write to you. I only wanted a few minutes here and there and I could barely get that. And it is really important to me – you are really important to me, really really really.

So now just very happy to be wrapped up on my own with you here in my heart. That radiant smile, your tender kiss, I so want to sit with you just caressing your back. I miss you loads – feel a bit lonely tonight – you are still so far away but at least another day is almost over. Although I couldn’t message earlier, I was thinking about you – and what I keep coming back to is how beautiful the essence of you really is. You overwhelm me with you kindness and your tenderness towards me. You are so very caring and loving every day and in every way – sometimes I don’t really know how to cope with how much affection you show me each day, I feel so very humbled by it all.

You are a very precious soul – an amazingly beautiful woman – I am so drawn to you and I want you to feel loved and adored by me, I want you to know that my heart yearns for you, your gentle curves entice me and I desire you absolutely.

I love you my beautiful one – I want you to be mine x.