Hello – how are you? I miss you loads – just dashing off to yet another meeting but constantly thinking of you. Finding it really hard to concentrate and just wanting to be away from here and indeed home (need to walk) so that I have time alone on my own with just you, your smile, your voice and your love.

Intense emotions for you – deep and profound love.

I love you my darling x.

Hi in my office – wishing I could call or even better that you were here. Feelings all over the place – profound happiness at the joy that you bring to me – a real sense of loss in my middle because you are so very very far away.

Doing everything to find things that make me feel closer to you.

Two things that you can do for me please – (1) from the bottom of my heart, please have a good time, enjoy yourself and be the beautiful amazing soul that I know that you are, and (2) come back to me so that I can tell you how much I love you face-to-face.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Leaving for work soon – can listen to your songs in the car – they make me smile, and cry, but they also help me to remember the love and closeness that we share. I am concentrating on the happy and magical memories that we have together because you have brought me so many of those in such a short time – and for that I am eternally grateful. You completely mesmerise me in a way that I cannot explain but it is the most amazing and intense of emotions.

I want you – I don’t know how to explain to you how truly beautiful you are to me – emotionally, physically, intimately – in every way you are the most definitely perfect woman for me.

I love you my darling x.

Hello beautiful one – a morning without you, no smiles across the table. But always your smile in my head with the gentle lilt of “thank you”. I miss you. Sleep safe my darling – I love you x.

night #1 – you may be far away from me physically – but you are here with me in my heart – I love you x.

Thank you very very much for your message – it means such a lot to me. I miss you too but it is the best thing ever to know that you are safe.

You have brightened my day immeasurably with that one text – you lift my heart and soul – the fact that you want me is so very extraordinary. You are exquisite and so very perfect for me. “Us” grows stronger daily and this time apart will not diminish “us” in any way – you make me complete in a way that I had not anticipated – truly truly wonderful.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Watching you land – safe now my darling. As much as I miss you please have a good time – do enjoy yourself. I am fine here – just lonely and missing you – but fine.

Off to bed soon – I just need space to sit and think of you. So being alone suits me just fine because I can, and will, only lie with you. Things are ok here tonight – no fuss, no issues – no repetition of yesterday.

Thank you for loving me – you are definitely perfect and I want you so very much.

There is only you – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello there – watching you still – just crossing from Utah into Nevada. I am going to watch you now onto the ground so that I know that you are safe.

Today has been a really hard day – I don’t know if tomorrow will be any better. I miss you – the pain is at times almost unbearable. I have felt so very sad at times. But then at other times when I sit and think about you and you walk around in my head, and I talk to you and I remember the so many happy times we have shared – how much fun we have had together, I feel completely overjoyed. Intense and complete happiness simply because you are you.

And then I realise that it is 11 nights to go – and that is hard. Very hard. But underneath it all there is real joy – the joy that comes from having you in my life. And while 11 days is hard, it is in the end 11 days, not forever. And what I really want is you, forever and that is a path that we need to find together. I will wait for you – you are everything.

I love you my beautiful one x.