Hello beautiful one – yet another day gone – one less to wait and monday is in sight now. My heart yearns for you. Monday will be a very good day.

I love you x.

night #8 – I miss you so very much – counting down the days – wishing we were intertwined – I love you x.

Hello – falling asleep – hoping that you know that I love you – dreaming of your “thank you”.

I want to hold your hand and be “us” in the sunshine – that would make me eternally happy – I love you x.

Hello – lying here, listening to your songs. Feeling a bit better with some drugs – but had a temperature of 38.5 earlier, so a bit clammy.

Thinking of you – today has been a really crap day – but the thing that makes it worse is not being able to write to you. I only wanted a few minutes here and there and I could barely get that. And it is really important to me – you are really important to me, really really really.

So now just very happy to be wrapped up on my own with you here in my heart. That radiant smile, your tender kiss, I so want to sit with you just caressing your back. I miss you loads – feel a bit lonely tonight – you are still so far away but at least another day is almost over. Although I couldn’t message earlier, I was thinking about you – and what I keep coming back to is how beautiful the essence of you really is. You overwhelm me with you kindness and your tenderness towards me. You are so very caring and loving every day and in every way – sometimes I don’t really know how to cope with how much affection you show me each day, I feel so very humbled by it all.

You are a very precious soul – an amazingly beautiful woman – I am so drawn to you and I want you to feel loved and adored by me, I want you to know that my heart yearns for you, your gentle curves entice me and I desire you absolutely.

I love you my beautiful one – I want you to be mine x.

Home now – had to go for a short walk – needed the fresh air to clear my head a little. Some unhappiness here this evening – generally so, rather than anything specific – one or two comments about the spare room but I simply ignored them and carried on regardless in the usual way.

Going to lie down shortly and think of you – you are all that I want – and so I will be happy in the extreme.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hi – taken drugs now – very sniffly and my head hurts!

Still very busy – too much to do today certainly – and so I am irritated that I have not been able to write to you. You are so amazing – you enrich my life immeasurably. And I miss you very much my darling. I just can’t wait for you to come home.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hi hope you slept well. Sunny day here but mad busy with just wall to wall meetings at short notice. Plus I have a nasty cold which is getting worse – I can hear you now telling me to take “drugs” so I will get some!

Have to find 2 minutes to sit and write to you – it is driving me insane that I can barely find that time – that is so wrong. You are the love of my life and I want you to come first my beautiful one.

You are everything to me – I want you so very much – I love you x.

Really mad day – but always thinking of you my beautiful one – will write more later – I love you x