Never ever did I think that intimate times with you would be quite so magical. But as with everything related to you, reality surpasses anticipation – you are extraordinary.

I am so very lucky – I love you my beautiful one x.

I remain mystified as to why you want me – my life is complicated. I don’t show my feelings properly, I have messed up catastrophically. And yet you stick by me – and so I am mystified. But I am so very pleased that you do want me – thank you.

My heart yearns for you – I long to be reckless….

I love you my beautiful one x.

My heart is yours – you are the love of my life. I feel slightly schizophrenic – part of me is sad because it is the weekend and I can’t see you – but part is so very happy because I am so in love with you. Every day my love deepens – it is profound and all pervasive – it starts from deep within me. It engulfs me and subsumes me and all I can think about is you – you monopolise my thoughts, my heart, my dreams, my desires, my thoughts and aspirations for the future – everything.

Sitting there today stroking your back, gently, quietly, lovingly and intimately – just heavenly, perfect and tender – the love of my life. I am completely content for that moment in time. Of course I want more, more time, more intimacy, recklessness… only you, always you, beautiful you.

You are definitely perfect – I will wait forever if needed. There is nothing that is going to make me forget you – please don’t ever think that – not in a million years would I forget you. Time apart will be hard – but there will be messages, music, and love flowing between the two of us one -way or another – and nothing is going to disrupt “us” because we simply won’t let it.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – sorry to be slow with messages – had to stay late at work and then just finished eating – although the dog had a bit more than me….

I miss you my beautiful one – you are everything to me. This week has been a hard week too but I think that things are actually a bit better today than a few days ago. And we have a few trips to look forward to in May – and I am hoping in April too.

I want you – more than anything – I need you – I adore you. You delight me, you arouse me, you make me feel the most amazing things. In return I want you to feel loved and wanted. You are exquisite, mesmerising and so very feminine – I am in awe of your beauty, dressed and naked. All I want to do is to lie naked next you, intertwined, feeling your body against mine – that is simply heavenly.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Thank you for my call – my frustrations, wishes and desires are the same as yours.

I love you my beautiful one x.

I love you so very much – another challenging day but another lovely afternoon with you – albeit brief. Please look after yourself when I am not with you.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Long chat – challenged some things – will explain later – we are ok – I love you x.

You are just mesmerising – so very lovely in every way – I am completely captivated. My heart belongs to you.

I love you x