Sat here – looking at the most exquisitely beautiful woman across the table from me – and I am very happy indeed.

I love you so very much x.

Hello beautiful one – as always looking forward to seeing you today – I miss you so very much. My heart is aching this morning.

I love you x.

Hi – wondering if you are asleep, dreaming of your beauty and our time lying side by side – longing to hold you. I love you x.

My heart is yours – I want to talk with you about “us” – it needs working through but I am not giving up – and certainly not based on what was said today – it simply isn’t fair or reasonable. It is all about her…..

You are everything – as I said – I too have found the love of my life and that is you x.

Too much to drink – genuinely too much this time – on my own, but that is fine – in fact better – because I just want you. Can’t be doing with anything else – fed up with people interfering. “Us” is amazing – and I am not letting go – not yet at least – and in fact I hope not ever. But I need time to sort.

I love you so very much x.

We are being manipulated – and I don’t like that – I won’t have that. I have not told you everything that was said to me today – but there is, I think, an unhealthy approach, an unhealthy focus on you. I don’t understand why nor what can be gained by this but this person has a long-standing issue with you. And somehow this has to be managed because at the moment I am completely ticked off (to put it politely). And whilst I rarely get really cross this is one of those rare occasions.

I don’t really care about me – I can always repair myself through my “clam up in solitude” approach – but that does not work for you or for “us”. So one way or another this has to be sorted – and I am not giving you up without a fight.

I love you so very much x.

You are a beautiful woman, to me the absolute epitome of femininity. I am truly awestruck and enthralled by you – and I can’t ignore those feelings. I need you and there is no hiding from that – so we need to talk, I need you to be safe – and thereafter “us” needs to grow even though it is complicated. But complicated is just complicated; complicated is not dead, not impossible, it is just complicated.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

I do not want to give in – I don’t want to give up – I want you. You are the most exquisite soul and I need you. I need to figure out a way forward but as they say “life is crap and then you die” – except that in this case I don’t want to believe that. Instead I want to believe that there is a way forward and that you and I need to find it and plan our walk along that path.

I love you, I adore you – you enrich me, I have shared everything with you – no secrets, no lies, no anything, just absolute and unconditional love my beautiful one x.