Hello beautiful one – I am not sure how you came to be in my life but I am so very pleased that you are for you make everything so much better – in a whole myriad of ways. You are exquisite – you are definitely perfect for me.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

You must not worry – I am yours – that’s all there is – I love you x.

I am on my own apart from you in my head. As always there you are calming the noise – and when I close my eyes, you are everything, no noise, nothing, but just you, beautiful one. I long for this quiet time with you every day. Of course were you to be here that would be just magical. When we were away, there was no noise – so many memories with the most abiding one being that smile from the dinner on the tuesday as you walked back across the dining room.

You mean everything to me, I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – please could I ask you to do something for me? I would like to put together a list of songs to listen to and I would like you to do that for me. That way when I listen to those songs I will think of you and that will be a good thing – especially when you are away. It will help me a lot when I am travelling to and from work and when I am on my own in the evenings. If you could give me a list of songs then I can do the rest.

I love you very much x.

Thank you for my messages today – it is so very lovely to hear from you. I would always prefer to be with you but at least this way however intermittent we can communicate a little and certainly for me it eases the ache within. This morning you said that you were being selfish – I don’t think so. And if you are, then I am too – because given the choice I would just spend all of my time with you. Every moment with you is just magical and heavenly. I adore you.

Tomorrow will come and I will see you – if only it would come sooner.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Missing you loads – thinking of your smile – just want to sit with you and feel your breath on my cheek as I hold you.

I love you beautiful one x.

Doing a few things here and there – want to write to you. Need to tell you that my heart aches for you – I miss you so very much indeed – it eats away at me inside. But I have also been talking to you telling you that you are the most enchanting woman that I have ever known. I am completely captivated by you and the only thing that gets me through the time when we are apart is the promise of that beguiling smile of yours which melts my heart and brightens my soul.

I love you beautiful one x.

Had enough writing – my head hurts – I hate these forms – of all of the things I have ever to fill in these are the worst!

Anyway let me tell you about something that makes me very happy – you! You are so very beautiful and special – in every thing that you think and do, you show love for me. No one else has ever come even close to this – and I am very lucky indeed.

You must not worry about me, or that you put pressure on because you don’t – you always look to protect me ahead of yourself – I see that. I do not know how to explain to you how much I feel for you, what you mean, how much I need you and so much more – I simply don’t know the words. What I do know is that time spent with you is magical – it flies by as if in an instant and it is always just utterly mesmerising.

So my beautiful one – you are delightful and I love you x.