Hello – wondering how you are. I miss you so much – especially after thursday, spend time just being, “us” together, peaceful and content, sharing, talking, being close, loving and so very happy.

You are the most amazing woman – you make me complete, my life is so much the better for having you in it. So much has happened in the last few weeks – the pain of you going away, the absolute unbridled joy and profound closeness of our intimacy this week – life with you is exquisite. “Us” grows every week – you make it wonderful, you make it heavenly, you make it extraordinary – and I am just blessed.

My heart is yours, I am yours – absolutely. Nothing can change that now – whatever the future is or is not, I will always love you – you have shown me what life should be, you have helped me to find the person I was a long time ago. That person is coming out from behind the wall – perhaps to begin with only for you, but change takes time. But for you I want to show you the real me, the me that is head over heels in love with you, the me that is consumed by you, and the me that day after day just longs to hold you close, to keep you safe, and to care for you – the most delightful soul I have ever known. I have my dreams for “us” – the sunshine – much to be done certainly, but the last few weeks has most definitely taught me that you are undoubtedly the love of my life – nothing is ever going to change that.

I love you my darling – you are my beautiful one – eternally so x.