Going to my room soon – in fact desperate to have some time to myself. I just want time to think about you, uninterrupted. I need to talk to you – to tell you that I am yours, that I long for you, that I have to have you in my life. Watching you leave, that plane taking you further and further away, ripped my heart from me. That was the blackest day of my life – I know there will be more – but I cannot sustain these forever. So there has to be a path for us to the sunshine – I want it.

Please know that I love you – that I am always thinking of you – you are so very special my beautiful one x.