Hello – finally, time to sit and write to you properly today. What can I say? – to be honest I am not sure that I know what to say. I don’t really know the words.

Day after day spent with you – every day it just gets better, immeasurably so – every day my heart explodes with love for you. I don’t want to part, I have to call, I have to hear your voice, I have to be close to you, to smell your fragrance, to feel your breath on my cheek, to see that radiant smile of yours.

You mesmerise me, you have captured my heart forever. You draw me to you – I want you. I want you so very badly indeed. You tell me that I am a better person than you – that is not true. I love you – I have the same feelings as you, the jealousy, torn between wanting you to be happy when you are away from me yet not so happy that you might forget me or might think “actually I don’t really need him anymore”.

And then we are intimate – we make love – and then this is where my heart can’t cope with you. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever known. You are everything, extraordinary – truly beautiful in the extreme. The fact that you want me makes me feel very humble. And then you make love to me and you let me make love to you – and I have never felt such amazing feelings, and I have never seen such a sexy, enticing and profoundly beautiful woman – and my heart is overwhelmed with all of it. In a lifetime (and please don’t hit me) I will never be the same as you in my head, I will never be worthy of you. BUT in a way that is a good thing because I never want to take you for granted in my life – what I will always see is the love of my life, a truly wonderful woman, and it will be my pleasure, my joy, my daily happiness to spend each day showing you, telling you, reminding you, loving you so that you come to know that with everything that is me, with every part of my body and my heart, I love you.

I love you my darling – you are eternally my beautiful one.