Hi – haven’t been to sleep tonight – can’t. Every time I am on the cusp of falling asleep I wake up thinking that you have gone away. I don’t know why and I also know that it isn’t true but still that what my head is telling me. On the plus side I have spend a lot of time thinking about all the wonderful things you bring to my life – so yes I am tired but yes I am in love with a beautiful woman and I am very happy x.