Hello beautiful one – first message hiding away – need to tell you that you are the most important person in my life and I love you very much x.

Sitting in the sunshine – finished rowing – my triceps are sore from all the exercises this week – but it is good for me in so many ways! So I absolutely don’t want to stop.

Thinking about “us” and how truly amazing and unique you are. Imagining your gentle curves lying next to me – falling asleep with my hand on your waist. Imagining exploring you with my tongue – feeling those loving shudders as they ripple through you – showing you in so many ways how much I love you.

Wave after wave of love surrounds me, welling up from deep inside me, just waiting to flow towards you, washing over you from head to toe – all-encompassing all-consuming love for you – the love of my life x

Hello lovely one – have been thinking again about the very first time I held your hand and then also about our very first kiss.

I cannot explain how wonderful it was to hold your hand – how it felt electric flowing through me, just tender and gentle and very much the beginning of “us” although perhaps neither of us realised what “us” would become.

And that kiss – the very first taste of you now engrained in my heart – so many times when I dream, as I wake that same heavenly taste is on my lips – the essence of you.

And every day since then my desire for you has grown and my want for you has grown until it is now absolute. You draw me to you – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hi – missing you loads – trying to find things to keep me occupied simply to help the time pass until we are together again. Soooooo looking forward to next week my beautiful one. Time alone with you, no oversight – just us – can’t think of anything better at all. I love you so very much – every day in every way you are so very perfect x

Good morning my darling – thinking about you. Actually somewhat lusting after you this morning – a very sexy dream when I woke and then as I lay there thinking about you I became glorious…. what can I say – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hi – haven’t been to sleep tonight – can’t. Every time I am on the cusp of falling asleep I wake up thinking that you have gone away. I don’t know why and I also know that it isn’t true but still that what my head is telling me. On the plus side I have spend a lot of time thinking about all the wonderful things you bring to my life – so yes I am tired but yes I am in love with a beautiful woman and I am very happy x.

hi – wondering how you are – in a profoundly selfish way, I really need you to be safe and OK because I want you so very much. I really want you – I really want to walk in the sunshine – I really want to make love – but most of all I really want you to feel loved – for you are everything to me beautiful one x

Going to my room shortly – need time alone to listen to your songs and to think of you. I want to make love to you – and as we are apart I will just have to lie here and imagine / remember – and how very lovely that will be. Of course nowhere near as good as real life but still heavenly though – I love you my beautiful one x.