You are so very very special – in a way that I cannot describe. You are the love of my life – I miss you and I need you. I love you my beautiful one – you will always be so in my heart x.

Are you ok my beautiful one? I do hope so – I really worry….

You and I – “us” – amazing. You – my heart – completely melting. You – me – glorious – need I say more….!

You – the love of my life x.

Next week I want time please – you naked next to me, and me drawing patterns on you, me kissing you and me licking you. Plus of course I am yours, so you are free to do with me as you please and I want you to do so – know that I am yours. I want us to explore each other – each day, time for “us” alone.

This afternoon has been a funny afternoon – talking to you was wonderful but since then I have felt a real loss – not sure why – but I miss you more than usual. But time is passing and tuesday will be here soon (not soon enough) – and in the interim I will think of, and dream of you.

I cannot be without you my darling – you are my beautiful one – you will always be so – I want you and most important of all I love you x.

Hello beautiful one. I hope that you are ok – safe. I hope that you feel cared for because I do so very much. And if in any way I can help you or support you please do tell me.

You have captured my heart – in fact a while ago to be honest – but now I want to belong to you and only you. In so many ways this is true but the more that time passes the more I need to be with you in the sunshine.

I cannot explain how much you mean to me – to say that you are unique, amazing, incredible etc is just not enough by any means. You have become part of me – entwined into my very core and I am so very pleased that this is so. I know that at times I can be hard work in terms of what my face shows vs what I feel but I am trying to be so much better for you. I want to be – I have to be – because the joy and happiness that you bring me is simply unparalleled – I have never known emotions and love like this and I love you so very much my beautiful one x.

Out on another errand so taking a few minutes to write you a message.

I really really miss you my darling – talking to you earlier was lovely but I hate being apart. You are all I can think of – so many happy thoughts of you now and of “us” too. You are definitely perfect – you mesmerise me and it is so very good – all I want is you.

You make me complete – “us” is what I long for now – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – I love talking with you – thank you so much for making time. You are everything to me – your brighten every day for me. You are truly amazing. Back home now – all ok – managed to avoid the jeans photography!

I love you so very much – let me know if there is time to call tomorrow – in the meantime I will write more and think about you all the time.

You are my beautiful one x.

Hi writing while I walk so apologies if the spelling is bad.

I love you my darling – I spent so much of the night last night just dreaming about you. Half the time I wasn’t sure if I was asleep or not yet constantly in my thoughts all there was was you. I think about your radiant smile – it shines a light on my life and its brilliance shows me a world that I have never known before. As I walk now I can hear your voice in my head – the gentle lilt thank you melts my heart as I think about how very beautiful you are.

This week has been the most extraordinary week. The opportunity to make love to you almost whenever we want to has shown me a closeness and a profound love for you that I had never anticipated when “us” first started. Whilst we may have had some small misunderstandings, when compared to the absolute joy and all-encompassing and completely engulfing happiness that we have shared this week, these are but trivial ripples in a sea of everlasting togetherness.

My heart is yours – eternally so. I simply do not know the words to explain to you how much you mean to me. But I do know that my life has been immeasurably enriched by your presence and I cannot and will not let you go. The only thing that will take you away from me is if you were to ever change your mind. Every day with you in my life is a wonderful day. The days when I get to talk to you are even more wonderful; those when I see you are yet more wonderful, and those when we have time alone to ourselves unfettered by the constraints that others bring to bear on us are simply heavenly. You are an amazing soul – definitely perfect – I love you with everything that is me. I want you to feel loved and wanted and cared for and protected and adored and desired and so much more – for all of these things I feel for you each and every day and night. You are the love of my life my eternally beautiful one x.

Hello my beautiful one – I can’t help but worry about you. Please be ok whatever conversations you have – however difficult. And some of these are very hard ones. In part you are not being listened to and I am not sure that saying even more at the moment will make much difference – it is likely that you still won’t be listened to. Some of this is a function of time – consistency over time reinforces statements. Certainly here it is provoking daily questions in one form or another.

Only you can know what is truly right for you – I will support you in any way I can whatever you decide – I love you absolutely x