14/4/2017

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Good morning – I hope that you are ok. I miss you. Doing various jobs today – out walking soon I think. Will listen to your songs and talk to you as always when we are apart. I miss you loads – but am just counting down the days until next weekend when it will be our time. I love you my beautiful one x.

13/4/2017

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I hope that you have a lovely time this evening with your friends and that they don’t give you a hard time. If whatever time you get home it is safe to message then please do whatever the time – even if only one message to say good night – I would really like that. Sorry to be needy.

One day we will walk in the sunshine – I want you by my side, holding my hand – I love you x.

13/4/2017

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Got home about 30 mins ago – went to see Dad and had some jobs to do. No propositions here but instead the third degree on why isn’t my phone tracking on – but I have stuck to our discussion and it stays off. A somewhat brutal conversation – no shouting – and I am fine (really I am) and I am not caving in.

I don’t know when you might see this but I need to tell you – you are everything to me. I know that we have had slightly misunderstood conversations both yesterday and today about our time together – and I know that you will tell me off – but I am genuinely sorry if I hurt you in any way. I want you so very much and I will do better. I don’t ever want to see that look on your face again – that sad smile of yours – and to hear you say that you were disappointed in yourself, my heart is breaking….. I am yours in my head and my heart – I want to belong to you forever – intimate time with you is truly heavenly – all of it, every time, always. So you are indeed everything – more than I have ever known, yet absolutely all that I desire both emotionally and physically and so much more than I could ever wish for

I love you my darling – you are eternally my beautiful one x.

13/4/2017

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Just going home – I need to tell you that every day spent with you is just pure delight. Making love to you is heavenly – yes, you overwhelm me but only ever in the nicest possible way – the most amazing experiences and feelings of my life – all of them, every time, time after time. You are quite unique. I trust you absolutely and implicitly with everything that is me – you would never hurt me, I know that.

My heart yearns for you – you are definitely perfect – I miss you but having you in my life is sheer bliss – I love you my beautiful one x.

13/4/2017

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Hello my darling – so very good to see you – looking forward to proper time with you this afternoon. You are so very beautiful and I love you very much x.