Hello – every morning my heart melts when I see that smile of yours – you are so very beautiful. I will think about you lots today whilst we are apart and will come and find you later. You brighten my day immeasurably – you are everything to me. I love you my beautiful one x.

Good morning – no more bad dreams and so looking forward to your smile again today – I love you so very much my beautiful one – you are everything and the thought of not having you in my life is truly truly awful – see you later my darling x.

Woke up suddenly thinking that you had gone away – very tearful – now ok – missing you lots – I love you x.

Going to my room soon – missing you. I want time with just you in my head – you are of course always in my heart. I want you – I desire you, at times (I am sorry but) I lust after you (after all that bottom is so very sexy…) – but every day in every way, you are the love of my life and I adore you.

I never imagined that you would be quite so extraordinary – I did not enter into “us” lightly but I am so very pleased that I did and I am the happiest that I could be save for the fact that we still live apart. You are special, precious and simply magical – making love to you, pure heaven…..

I love you – I want you to be mine…. x

Today – I am yours. Yesterday I was yours. Tomorrow I will be yours.

I know not what else to say other than loving you, caring for you, and keeping you safe with me is without a doubt the best thing that I have done in many many years – you are definitely perfect for me.

What I need to do is to find a path to the sunshine for us. And then all of my dreams will have come true.

I love you my beautiful one – you are the love of my life and my heart is yours.

Hello – finally, time to sit and write to you properly today. What can I say? – to be honest I am not sure that I know what to say. I don’t really know the words.

Day after day spent with you – every day it just gets better, immeasurably so – every day my heart explodes with love for you. I don’t want to part, I have to call, I have to hear your voice, I have to be close to you, to smell your fragrance, to feel your breath on my cheek, to see that radiant smile of yours.

You mesmerise me, you have captured my heart forever. You draw me to you – I want you. I want you so very badly indeed. You tell me that I am a better person than you – that is not true. I love you – I have the same feelings as you, the jealousy, torn between wanting you to be happy when you are away from me yet not so happy that you might forget me or might think “actually I don’t really need him anymore”.

And then we are intimate – we make love – and then this is where my heart can’t cope with you. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever known. You are everything, extraordinary – truly beautiful in the extreme. The fact that you want me makes me feel very humble. And then you make love to me and you let me make love to you – and I have never felt such amazing feelings, and I have never seen such a sexy, enticing and profoundly beautiful woman – and my heart is overwhelmed with all of it. In a lifetime (and please don’t hit me) I will never be the same as you in my head, I will never be worthy of you. BUT in a way that is a good thing because I never want to take you for granted in my life – what I will always see is the love of my life, a truly wonderful woman, and it will be my pleasure, my joy, my daily happiness to spend each day showing you, telling you, reminding you, loving you so that you come to know that with everything that is me, with every part of my body and my heart, I love you.

I love you my darling – you are eternally my beautiful one.

A thousand apologies for the lack of messages – no excuse really, just overwhelmed by you! I love you beautiful one. Will definitely write more later I promise x.

Another heavenly start to the day my beautiful one – could not have been more perfect – and you did not hurt me in any way, simply very intense but also lovely. See you later – I love you so very much x