Hi – I think I owe you an apology on a number of fronts. I don’t think that I was very good company this afternoon – a bit tired and just too many things going on. Then when I called this evening I don’t think I should have said about not wanting to go home – I think that made you feel uncomfortable and / or awkward – and for that I am sorry.

I do want you – I do need you – I do love you, desire you, miss you, dream about you, want to care for you, protect you, keep you safe and so much more. I am drawn to you, I am driven to care for you – you are amazing, extraordinary, exquisite – I have never known anyone like you.

And then you look beautiful – truly truly beautiful – Saturday, I don’t think I have ever seen a woman look quite so very attractive as you did then. And I know that you were stressed about your hair but you look lovely – today again I am in awe of you. And then when I kiss your neck and you lean on me and I feel you close to me I am just overwhelmed by you – the absolute epitome of pure feminine beauty.

Never ever when we started “us” did I imagine that you would be you – and by this I mean, I thought I knew how lovely you were / are from working with you, but I was so wrong – knowing you, learning about you, being with you, sharing with you and understanding you (albeit still imperfectly) is a real privilege – truly an extraordinary one – for the real you surpasses any and all expectations that I ever had. I have never ever known a woman like you, I have never ever loved someone as much as I love you – from deep within me there is an all encompassing love welling up, flowing through me for you, only you, definitely perfect you – the absolute love of my life – I love you my eternally beautiful one x.

Hello – wondering how you are – hope you are having a nice evening. I am fine – all quiet here – some circular discussions but nothing exciting and certainly no headlines.

I yearn for you – I just want to hold you and keep you safe next me, to feel your head resting on my shoulder and to caress your back – it is simply heavenly to feel so close to you. You are everything to me – my whole life revolves around when I can see you, talk to you, hold you, make love to you – and I am very happy that this is so.

You are definitely perfect my beautiful one – I love you x.

Hello – going home – missing you – not wanting to be apart from you tomorrow either. Sorry to be so tired today, don’t think that I was very good company for you. I do love you more than I can explain – you make me so very happy and my life is so much the brighter for having you in it. I will write more later beautiful one x

Good morning beautiful one – looking forward to seeing you again – you looked really lovely yesterday. I just want to spend time with you – every day, too much is never enough – you make me so very happy indeed. I love you my darling x.

Hello sweetness – woke with a start, missing you lots – wishing I was cuddled up next to you and resting my hand on your waist beautiful one x.

Hello – just finished shower – had to hide from the circular arguments. Now just drying off – sitting on my own in my room and thinking about you.

Wondering how you are – are you ok? Really missing you and worried because you were so sad this evening.

I love you my beautiful one – I want to do as much as I possibly can every day to help you to know how much I love you. I want to share with you – everything – all of me every day – you are the love of my life x

Missing you – all quiet here – maybe the lull before the storm – who knows? Just marking time until I can shower and then sit on my own in my room with your songs and your smile in my thoughts. I know you are sad and I so wish that I could help you – all I can do is to love you, each and every day and to care for you – and with time we will come through all of this beautiful one x.

Hello – not easy to see you sad – I understand why though. You enrich my life in ways that I never thought possible – you make me so very happy indeed. Life is complicated but I refuse to let that diminish “us” – you are definitely perfect my darling – I love you x