Hello – as you said we had a taste of paradise… and I miss you so – where are you when I wake my beautiful one? Please take care and know that I love you always x.

You mesmerise me – every day in every way and I belong to you – I just need to make that so – so that we never need to be apart – I love you x

Hello my beautiful one – you are everything to me. I need to tell you that you are quite simply amazing in every way. You make me so very happy indeed and I just want to hold you close – to tell you that I love you and to feel your head resting on my shoulder as we fall asleep together.

I love you my darling x

This week has had its highs and lows just as life does in general – all of it – the good and the bad are part of the complexity of “us”. I regret the lows in so many ways – what I said to you and how I behaved at one point are in so many ways unforgivable – yet I am begging you to do just that – to forgive me. In addition I am so very ashamed that I have brought such anguish and pain to your door. And then finally breaking down that night as I did – again I feel very ashamed that I had no control for that time – I cannot let that happen in that way again.

And yet in spite of all of the above my overwhelming memory of this week is how simply wonderful it has been – as you said, paradise. The emotional and physical closeness that we share is extraordinary – something that I have never known before. You ARE unique, special and precious, the love of my life – little things like holding your hand on the escalator – to me like touching an angel.

I cannot tell you enough how much you mean to me – the pain I felt that night when I hurt you ripped through me – my heart was breaking in every possible way. You have brought my soul back to life – you have shown me what love should be, and is, and what it can be – you have provoked in me pure contentment and absolute joy – and then on top of that when I remember what you call me now re intimate moments – you make me laugh and embarrassed in equal measure – not in a million years would I ever be imagined those comparisons!

I do not know the words to describe how profound my love for you is my darling – all I can manage is quite simply I love you my beautiful one x.

I love you – sometimes not sure what else to say – you are the love of my life x

Hello – going home now back to the real world – yet that real world has you in my life too (albeit not as much as I want) – and for that I am very very grateful.

These last few days have been simply heavenly – you mesmerise me in a way that is just captivating. You are absolutely everything to me, so definitely perfect – I love you my beautiful one x.

You are right – I should have written more but in truth part of me does not know what to say. In so many ways, both emotionally and physically, you continue to overwhelm me almost daily – and so I struggle to find the words to adequately describe how I feel about you.

So perhaps not the most eloquent but certainly true my darling – my life is enriched and fulfilled when you are in it – you make me complete and I am so very grateful every day that you want me. I adore you, you are simply everything and I love you more than I can ever put down in words my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – I am sorry that I have not sent any messages but I have been a bit sidetracked and a bit short of sugar for various reasons! Yesterday I can’t really explain – I am completely bemused but as long as you are happy then I am happy to. I love you my darling x.