Hello – haven’t gone home yet – sat in the car in a layby thinking about you. Missing you terribly and just not up to going home yet – I have been sat here for about an hour listening to your songs – cried for a bit but settled more recently. Will eventually go home of course but I miss you so very much that it is really hard.

Thoughts of you fill my head all of the time – I have your songs on in the car, really, really loud. The sound engulfs me and takes me away from here. It lifts me up into the clouds where all I can see is sunshine – and then I realise that that sunshine is your radiant smile illuminating my life, brightening every moment of my day, day after day. I look forward to lying in bed falling asleep – dreaming of you, imagining that we are together, entwined and wrapped in each other’s arms, longing to make love to you so that I can truly show you how much I care for you.

Sometimes at night I wake and find myself talking to you as I wake – and every time the words that I am speaking as I wake are “I love you beautiful one”. You are truly part of me now and my heart is yours – I love you x.