Hello – thank you for finding time and a way to talk with me today – I am so very happy. You are the most perfect soul – I love you.

I am so very sorry that you are having such a hard time. You sound like you have no say over what you do – and that simply isn’t fair. I too have experienced the piece of “put your phone away” only to have her spend time on hers thereafter – and it is wrong. I know that they are your friends and I don’t mean to speak out of turn but they are not looking after you. Rather they are in a way bullying you – constantly badgering and cajoling – I am not saying that their motives are not real and supportive but the way it all comes out is just unjust – and you do not deserve that. Not you. Not kind and gentle you. And to hear that story from you just breaks my heart sweetness.

I have been rambling a bit this week – I know that you will tell me off but I will say sorry, I need to. But like I said to you my darling, as much as I feel a pain in my soul for you, for as long as we are apart I want to feel that pain. And that is so, whether now or 10 years in the future or whenever….. that pain shows me that I love you, it shows me that you are the most important soul – the most amazingly delightful and beautiful woman – the person I want forever x.

Hearing your voice has made my day just perfect – my heart feels alive, happy, excited, enchanted, in love….. your laugh – truly beautiful, so very feminine – the lilting tones just mesmerise me – and my love for you just deepens further.

I am fine – I am ok truly – I am not sleeping quite right but I can’t but help miss you. I long to see you, to hold you, to kiss you, to make love to you – to show you that you are loved and wanted. I want to share me with you – to lie with you so that we are entwined, close, intimate and simply together – nothing could be more perfect.

I love you my darling – you are the love of my life – always, just you, only you, definitely perfect you. x.