Hello – missing you – struggling inside to control how I feel at the moment, too many things I think. That struggle inside me makes it hard to write much today other than ‘I love you’ – so I need to apologise for this. Please don’t think that I don’t care or that I don’t want you because I most definitely do, but I am just trying to hold myself together before going home soon.

I love you absolutely, unconditionally, completely beautiful one – enjoy dinner, come home safely x.