Hello love of my life – you are always so kind and patient with me and the ramblings of my thoughts. I adore you – and being on the receiving end of such tenderness and care just draws me ever closer to you. You worry about the noise in my head and I know that it can cause problems at times. But over the last few weeks in spite of the stresses at home it has been so much better – and all because of you. Being able to message you at night and to ‘talk’ with you during the days when we are apart really helps – I love sharing with you – thoughts, love, intimacy, everything. You are so very precious to me – for me taking time to care for you and to try and show you (however imperfectly) how much I love you brings me such happiness and joy – it is so wonderful to have found such a delightful soul to love – and I do so very much. For so long I have been told by others (and indeed this is part of the noise in my head) that I have a constant need to do things, to be busy and that I am unable to relax and while away time. Yet with you that is all I want to do – to sit with you, to share with you, to love you. I could and would and indeed want to spend all my hours with you – simply being and sharing – a bit like we did yesterday without any regard for time because time with you is simply exquisite.

I love you my beautiful one – life with you is just perfect – and I simply need and want more x.